Today I feel depleted, frustrated and hurt. Janeen and I took ten steps backwards today. And I know I shouldn't personalize what she says to me during this difficult time. As I said in one of my earlier blogs, when you take this simple blood test and check yourself for the breast cancer gene, everyone's life changes. I believe Janeen would wish she could take back the things she said to me today. In my heart, I know this is true. But I am still feeling the sting, so after tomorrow, our last trip to LA before her surgery, I am taking a break. I am taking a break from doctors, hospitals, Janeen, Jack and this blog. I am going to do good things for me. Barb is going to take care of Barb now. How I feel tonight will pass. Because I know for sure without Faith, nothing is possible..... With Faith, nothing is impossible. Tonight I choose to keep the Faith. I will talk to you all again soon.
Barb
