HAPPY THANKSGIVING to all our followers. The number of people reading this blog continues to grow and I am pleased there are some women out there who have contacted Janeen and continue to contact Janeen, as they are having to make the same daunting decisions Janeen made one year ago.
I haven't written in such a long time as I felt Janeen had the real story to tell. But as I have said before, the entire family, as well as friends. are affected by tragic events. I am going to tell you, this has been a really rough road for Janeen and me. So rough, that I could no longer have her work for me. We, simply could not get on the same page, and I refused to let her drag me down to the place she had found for herself.
Her sadness is overwhelming. Losing Pearl didn't help matters. She has become so fearful of life she just doesn't want to do much of anything. She lives with so many " what if." she no longer could just stay in the moment. She drove me crazy and one day I blew. I hurt her beyond words and that was never my intent but things needed to change. And they did! Janeen found a doctor that can help her with her fears and Janeen has a safe place to go with someone who is trained to deal with the issues Janeen is still struggling with. This doctor is a God send and I am so grateful for the work Janeen has started with her. This doctor has seen many many Janeen's and she is able to move Janeen on to a more happy and fulfilling existence.
So, I have so much to be thankful for this Thanksgiving. Many many blessings come my way every day even during the rough times. Tomorrow morning bright and early (5:30 am) my little family is heading for MAUI. Yep, Jack has invited all his teachers, his coach, his swim teacher and everyone else who will listen to him. No children just big people. lol I'm confident this will be a trip we all will remember for a long time. We all need a change of scenery.
Thanksgiving love is sent your way,
Barb
